TOPIC INCLUDES: CERN collider updates
For background, my arrival and establishment in New Mexico in 1999 was a surprise to just about everyone I knew in my home state of California. I had no clue what to find here and no rational explanation for going, even to myself. I had just buried my father, for whom I had been caregiver during his last 17 months on Earth* and had been struggling with the next step to take when I awoke one morning in my California home with an urgent inner call to move to the Southwest. I had nothing but faith in this feeling and the dreams I was having to assure me that I would find a comfortable home, secure a job, and find friends soon…..and then just wait. Wait? For what?
My son and I left California in early August 1999, both having sold or given away anything that did not fit into the van. We had no idea what was ahead for us and simply camped our way through the Southwest deserts of Arizona and New Mexico for ten days. We were sitting at a picnic table playing cards late one night in an Albuquerque KOA campground when all of a sudden the night lit up in a flash. A meteor had just whisked over the Sandia mountain range heading toward Colorado; it appeared so low in fact that we were sure it must have hit somewhere in Colorado. We looked to each other and said together “We’re staying!”
Within two weeks of arriving to my new home state, I experienced five consecutive nights of what I can only call dream visitations by two extremely intelligent “Aliens.” Each dream appeared so real and full of compassion and concern on the part of these beings, one always on each side of my bed, engaging in discussion with one another based on my “reactions”. Although I cannot recall everything in every dream, I will never forget that on the final night, after all this dialog and book-giving apparently took place, they escorted me to what was definitely my own real bedroom window. I saw the moon in its ordinary state, the city below in its usual state. What was surreal was that they asked me to look to the north, where I watched a fiery explosion occur in the distance. Then they asked me to look south, and I saw the same thing…a fiery explosion. I was so stunned, the only thing I can recall after that is asking how that happens. I am told that it would come from underground . I vaguely recalled it involved an AFB (I later assumed it to be Kirtland AFB). I am then shown a map and see a huge red cross. (I was told this was “The Crossroad.”) However, I got the impression that this was presented as a high probability but not set in stone, so to speak. Then the dreams of these two highly intelligent visitors stopped for six years to my knowledge.
After the third night in this series of dreams, I very timidly asked a new friend (since I didn’t know what she would think about my situation at the time) if New Mexico had any connected tunnels. She mentioned that it is commonly thought by the locals that Los Alamos and Sandia Labs are connected by tunnels. I didn’t know at that time what Los Alamos or Sandia meant in this state, and her eyes lit up and said “Don’t you know that they are secret labs? Do you know that there are supposedly even nuclear missles right here…hidden in the Manzano mountains**? My mouth dropped of course.
But, six years had passed and although the tragedy of 911 occurred two years after the dreams ceased, things in NM remained relatively uneventful and there were no more dreams about “intelligent beings”….. until 1.5 years ago or so. I only recall one visit and recall one of them turning a page in some large book and handing it to me. They appeared to me to be the same two visitors as in 1999. They have not appeared in my dreamscape since then to my knowledge.
I reluctantly post this strange set of dreams at the risk of sounding over imaginative. I suppose it could be chalked up to coming down from the emotional stress in the role of caregiver for my father or the meteor experience or whatever, but as we collectively move into a stranger and more chaotic world today, in 2008, I am concerned about the elements in this dream referring to Sandia Labs and Los Alamos. Are there tunnels connecting them? Is it possible that an underground explosion could stretch 100 miles? Whether by accident or by design?
They appeared somewhat “reptilian” in appearance.*** Yes, yes…yes, I know about David Icke’s thesis that there is a Reptilian Agenda of sorts filled with Darkness and looking to take over the world. But the Beings in my dream sequences were anything but Dark and scary; they conveyed sincere concern and great compassion and care. They were more like Ambassadors from a highly advanced Enlightened realm on a mission of some kind, which still amazes me because I am about the last person I would think of that such “informed Beings” would want to visit in a dream state. I have no credentials at all on this subject. I can do no more with it than just throw my experience into the brew of millions of other strange stories out there for the sake of posterity. However, I have documented at least one dream that actually occurred 12 years later. (See: Dreaming The Stock Market Blues entry.)
I believe that in any case, great minds and Light workers are working hard to prevent the Dark T-shirt guys from shaking our Little Blue Marble into oblivion.
Model by:paleontologist> Dale Russell
After scouring the web, only this profile appears to be closest to the appearance of these ”dream visitors” for the exception that they appeared to have some sort of clothing on them, as though they were trying to appear as “human” as possible. The “communications” were not verbal but mind-directed. Their advanced intellect and deep compassion left the deepest impression in my waking life despite what was (in the dream) supposedly “exchanged.”
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I have wondered if my perception in these dreams was simply oriented to my state of New Mexico because of its apparent associations to “secret labs” and “underground”—and that it might have demonstrated something much more far-reaching in scope:
05/02/2008: Unnatural Grid Appears In Nevada Earthquakes. (When I began to hear about the “unnatural” pattern of these ongoing quakes in Nevada, I thought of this dream, so I’m posting it here.)
05/16/2008: Large Hadron Collider: The Legal Defense Fund Site. (In the past few weeks, I have been learning quite a bit about the CERN Hadron collider, and I am extremely uneasy about it. Extremely. The “experiment” is already in a warming-up phase. Is it a coincidence (no such thing in my view) that the earthquakes, cyclones, and other weather disasters over the past few weeks are coming almost on top of one another as this thing starts the prepping stages? I think not )
“Scientists have run simulations of what they expect to see once the collider is operating. This is a simulation of the decay of the Higgs particle in the CMS detector, an event that virtually everybody hopes to see.” (Certainly NOT everyone).
UPDATE 08/01/08: Big Bang at the atomic lab after scientists get their maths wrong. “ “A £2 billion project to answer some of the biggest mysteries of the universe has been delayed by months after scientists building it made basic errors in their mathematical calculations. The mistakes led to an explosion deep in the tunnel at the Cern particle accelerator complex near Geneva in Switzerland. It lifted a 20-ton magnet off its mountings, filling a tunnel with helium gas and forcing an evacuation.” (and we’re supposed to be assured that they know what they’re doing?!?)
UPDATE: 09/10/2008: Okay. while CERN project engineers are beaming after a test of the big atom smasher today, powerful earthquakes just “happened” to occur apparently within hours of each other: One in northern Japan (7.0), one in Indonesia (7.6), and one in southern Iran (6.1).
09/12/2008: Komandorskiye Ostrova, Russia Region (6.0).
UPDATE: 09/13/2008: Hackers Attack Large Hadron Collider “Hackers have mounted an attack on the Large Hadron Collider, raising concerns about the security of the biggest experiment in the world as it passes an important new milestone. The scientists behind the £4.4bn atom smasher had already received threatening emails and been besieged by telephone calls from worried members of the public concerned by speculation that the machine could trigger a black hole to swallow the earth, or earthquakes and tsunamis, despite endless reassurances to the contrary from the likes of Prof Stephen Hawking.”
UPDATE: 09/16/2008: The Large Hadron Collider: A “Doorway” to the New World Order?.…“Thus, the scientists know that the experiment can fail. It happens in science. But does it happen in politics? In other words, should we all understand that governments of 21 countries paid $8 billion without being sure they didn’t throw such a huge sum away? “
UPDATE 09/19/2008: Transformer glitch shuts down biggest atom smasher “The world’s largest particle collider malfunctioned within hours of its launch to great fanfare, but its operator didn’t report the problem for a week. “
UPDATE 09/20/2008 (From AP (YAHOO) September 20, 2008 ) ”The world’s largest atom smasher — which was launched with great fanfare earlier this month — has been damaged worse than previously thought and will be out of commission for at least two months, its operators said Saturday.”
[my comment] From my experience, when “glitches” keep blocking a path we are walking, the Universe is trying to tell us not to go there… .
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Other related updates:
UPDATE 11/07/2008: From Earthfiles ©Linda Moulton Howe: U. S. Border Patrol Agent Reports Camouflaged Underground Bases in New Mexico and Beam “Swallowed Up” California Airplane: New Mexico Interviewee: “He said they claimed there was an underground base, that they found this huge limestone cavern. He said it was way, way bigger than Carlsbad Caverns. He said it was so big that they told Jim they could fly airplanes in and out of the cavern.” California Interviewee: “There are literally hundreds of different alien life forms here trying to stop what is happening as it is putting their own worlds at risk. Some, as I had mentioned in earlier letters, are not supposed to be interfering, but are doing so anyway. What they are all trying to do is stop the ‘ripple effect’ that will emanate outward from us should this experiment succeed.”
….wading through clouds with feet on the ground.* I kept a journal during that highly pivotal and Spiritually active time as a caregiver. See POPPY: A Story of Life Through Death for excerpts (20 pg).
**Although it is stated that the nuclear material has been moved to Kirtland (?), many here still believe there are some in the Manzanos.
